Finding the secrets that everyone holds

*seethes with anger*

Things were FINALLY going my way... to settle down, and go at a steady pace in the right direction. And then you.... YOU of all people. I was starting to smooth my hackles, thinking that you might have changed your ways. Just FUCK OFF!

Go and deal with your shit ... elsewhere. Anywhere but in my realm. I have enough chaos without you being a bitch.

Leave her alone. (Are you really that blind?)

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Well... I'm in a bit of emotional meltdown at the moment... My parents decided to give me a long-lost letter. Or at least a long-kept letter.

It was a letter from my birth mother.

Yes, I know it sounds so "Days of Our Lives" soap opera, *gasp shock horror*...

But it has still fucked me around like nothing else.

What exactly do you do with that sort of thing? I wanna burn it... or laminate it....

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The way I came into this world is the way that I live my life

Forever in uncertainty.... Is this my heartbroken destiny?

Denial, the skill I learnt so well... I guess this is my inheritance

Kittens and ribbons. My handwriting, my words, the echoes of phantom familiarity

What does this mean?

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So True

Coming soon to the skies of Australia

Cut-Price Airlines: Scungier than ever before


Many thanks to Scaryduck for many laughs!

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Well I've handed in my first set of assignments, and now I'm working on another essay. I'm so over it. It's about Intelligent Design vs Evolution theory. Basically God vs Darwin in creation of animals etc. Wah! they're all stupid and the arguments have so many flaws.

But I've just found out I have an extension for it. FANTASTIC! More time to procrastinate!


Aaaaanyway. Saturday was Ena's birthday bash/Halloween party (HalloweEna!). I dressed up in a tartan schoolgirl outfit that has been sitting in the back of my wardrobe for ages since I saw it for $10 or something at Ice. So YAY! It was very short, so I had to be aware of how I bent down or sat, but I did my eyes zombie-style, wore a spiked collar, and slicked back my hair.

I really enjoyed the night, danced and talked to random Ena/housemate friends.... and avoided most drama... you know apart from one of the housemates getting jealous, and throwing his girlfriend over his shoulder, and taking her away from the "lesbians" because apparently the girlfriend was totally into me, AND Ena was trying to seduce her as well.....

AHAHAHAHA!

Well if that's true, I totally missed that part of the night. I definately would've noticed if something like that was happening. Strange strange boy.

Anyway, things with Ena and I were a bit rough for other reasons, but we had a really hot 'hiding in dark corners/upstairs making out' thing going on. So I dunno. There's been talk of things. Possibly reuniting? Not sure. She hasn't asked me outright yet. But we're working things through, which is nice.

The coming attractions:

Kelly, my cousin, has finally graduated, and apparently there is Valley drinks on Saturday. That should be fun!

I'm going to see Wil Anderson with Sue on the 13th (next Thursday) and so far no plans for the weekend of that week.

But there is a fetish party coming up on the 22nd! That shall be fun! Leather and latex and mistress/masters/slaves galore! (plus there's a special 'play' area... ehehehe)

29th is GLOBAL GATHERING! Much fun with Tydi and Gorillaz and Dirty South! Possibly a trial of pills too. So watch this space.

Ooo and my results come out on the 26th! See if I've failed this semester! YAY!

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