Dark and sinister... quite cosy once you're used to it...

Back! I'm back in the country, and have been since Tuesday, but I've been in hibernation (also known as Ena's room) for a good part of the time that I've been back in Brissy.

But now for a filler, I had a lot of time to think during those boring travelling periods between places. Thus! I am doing one of those "write something that you would never say to their face" thingies. And I think there's only supposed to be 5... but fuck it.

Here goes:

1. You are in my 7th circle. Just leave me be. You will never be closer than you are now. Please stop trying.

2. I don't understand, and this is why I am steering clear. I want to be close to you, but you are making it very difficult for me.

3. Are you afraid of who you are? Why me? You frustrate me every time we meet

4. I don't think we can be the way we were. I wish that were a lie. But there are thought in the back of my mind that may never leave.

5. Why do you play so many games? I know you are aware of it, but you can't seem to help yourself. Or do you not give a damn?

6. I feel I will fail you in so many ways. This is the worst I have been, and yet I see it has further to slide. I am afraid for us both.

7. Those pretty lies you say are lovely to hear, but completely misguided. You know so little. Are you that desperate for company? It seems you have created a golden calf (in your mind) in my image

8. You are more of a fool than I gave you credit for. I have never wished this much violence on anyone. The next time we cross paths, you will fucking know about it.

9. Ships in the night. You seem like a lovely person, and I'd like to get to know you so much better.

10. How much do you give away? I'm never quite sure. I'm glad you are relaxing around me, it nice. But maybe a little dangerous

11. Please don't drift away. I need you around. I know you don't tell me much, but I think of more you than I dare express

Blurted at 21:12 | Chain and tie me | comments anyone?
updates, emotional crap

I am nursing a slight hangover, and have explored Thai nightlife. Their 2-for-1 drinks are awesome... and so are their clubs.

I'll be home soon, so you'll hear more from me then.

Ciao

Blurted at 17:46 | Chain and tie me | comments anyone?
updates, asia trip 2007

Yay! I didnt blow anything up!

I managed to make Thai food without burning anything and it turned out pretty good! Yay! But dont expect me to do it again. All the prep was done for us. I love cooking classes.

Hilltribe trek in a couple of days. Eep. I am going to die. I shall be lean and taut and fit when I get back though! Woo!

Chiangrai and Myanmar here I come!

Blurted at 23:57 | Chain and tie me | comments (1) anyone?
updates, asia trip 2007

Chiang Mai

Kanchanaburi hostel over the water of the River Kwai. Any boats = waves = nausea...

Overnight Train from Kanchanaburi to Chiang Mai. The seat converted into bunks.

Elephant rides! And I was in driver's seat for a bit there. Elephants are damn hairy.

Blurted at 18:24 | Chain and tie me | comments anyone?
updates, asia trip 2007