Dark and sinister... quite cosy once you're used to it...

Argh, my mother has now decreed I have changed for the worse, and it's because of the friends I hang around now (I haven't got any new friends since the start of semester.) And that 'curfew' is an offensive word, and should not be used to describe the time that was agreed that I should be home. She's so goddamn moody. Grrr.

So, study is going well for today (considering I got up early especially... Now I just want to go back to bed and stay sleeping). Hmm so Arthropods and Health exam tomorrow. The subject that I might be able to get a 7 in! YAY!! I got some marks back yesterday and realised that the essays were not 8/10.... they were 8/8~! FULL MARKS BABY! Which means I am currently sitting at 46%/50% (= 92%!!!). And practice exams have been promising... which means if I get about 39/50 or better... I get myself a shiny new 7 to keep. So here's hoping.

Virology exam is Wednesday, 20th. AND THEN I'M FREE. and I really should clean up around here. It's getting really bad. But until then, I don't really care. I'm planning on brushing up on my Japanese and reading books, because I think I've read one book in about 2 years. And do some exercise... Damn study food. Mmmm chocolate muffins.

Ok well back to study for meeee!

Blurted at 11:05 | Chain and tie me | comments (1) anyone?
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Study week!

Although not much study has been done. I am yet to go into emotional melt-down, but there is still time.

A lot of drama, all centred around one stupid girl (poem in last post). I just don't understand how you could fuck up something so royally. I am not happy, especially if she continues acting the way she has toward Manda. She has caused entirely too much havoc upon everyone. Far more trouble than she is worth.

In other news, I hate studying diseases... I thought I had scabies on my legs the other day. I hate Arthropods and Human Health. Stupid subject. You make me paranoid! Grrrr.

Anyway... to Virology I go! Hip hop to!

Blurted at 20:19 | Chain and tie me | comments anyone?
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You foolish, pathetic girl
I am stupefied by your utter lack of ceremony
And awareness of the situation.
I thought my treadings were clumsy
But you make my mistakes look like a synchrony of ballet
I struggle to follow your logic
To its action
And cruel conclusion.
How do you justify that?
I suppose I should not judge, not having been in the situation
But your actions are unfair and unbalanced
Nonetheless

Do you realise what you have done?
I think not.
I do not condone the abuse of my friend
I thought I made that crystal clear.
So instead you do so without my presence?
Well done on winning me over

What possesses you in this circumstance
To play games like these?
You lose everything,
Her friendship, my interest and possible association
This is why it makes no sense.
You may get some sex,
But for how long before the crack zigzags its mete in punishment?
Avalanche show no mercy
So why should I?

Intimidated before?
You know nothing of my anger
Wrath is a word so overrated
But the fire in my eyes can warm your bed
Or send it into flames.
You, my dear,
Have resolved this fire to scorch,
The acrid smell of burning flesh and hair,
My words will brand their meaning
Upon that pale and so-called pure skin
Ma cherie, you know so little.
Ah, now don’t be shy,
This game of yours has just begun.

The reigns are now mine.
Too late to pull out now.
Apology is unacceptable.
No more words
I care not for reasons
It has been done,
No need for logic.

Let me illustrate what you have unleashed.

Blurted at 18:19 | Chain and tie me | comments anyone?
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