Dark and sinister... quite cosy once you're used to it...

Work as per usual for the weekends. But Sarah's party was fun on Saturday night. I haven't been drunk in ages so yay!! Twas cool. Stayed at Manda's that night. And was sprinting and speeding to get to work on time the next morning.

Results for uni come out 29th. This.... shall be interesting. I don't think I went too well in one exam, so my parents will probably do the whole. "You did great, except for that one..." etc for half an hour. Which is annoying because they can never give me credit for how well I've done after they spent the entire study period and SWOTVAC telling me that I should knuckle down and shouldn't see Amanda or friends or have any sort of social life until exams are over or else "Well, we'll see the results when they come out." And if I get 6's, its always why I didn't get 7's. I have only ever got one 7, and that was first semester fluke.

Anyone who wishes to be caught up with: it will come. Probably best if you organise, because I am terrible at this.

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updates, uni

*sigh* its been a long and draining day.

Slept over Amanda's last night, and went to see Saw 3!! oh my fucking god, those boys are screwed up. I was thinking "ok, they have to have run out of ideas by now, surely..." apparently not. There's still a mind-fuck around every corner. Holy hell.

Also visited Emily today. It was good to catch up with her, and talk about our respective news, loves and ex's. It's so crazy how we have had the same thing happen to the both of us recently. And similar past relationships... actually kinda freaky really.

anyway, I met her animals and her house and had a swim and twas gewd.

So it was a day of many emotions and much vent and confessions. Cleansing, if nothing else.

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My freedom!! Yay!! I want a bit more of bored-time but I have a feeling I won't get it.

Peter's party was Saturday night. That was fun! It was good to have a drink again after a while.

Feeling kinda weird. Angry at myself mostly. I feel like destroying my life again.

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Tuesday is my next exam. Its a lot of stuff to understand but its all multi-choice and true/false. So not much learning off-by-heart to do. Hopefully.

Work was tiring. I didn't get any study today. Flat out.

Had dinner at the Hornet's club last night. Then Paul came around (after my mad-dash clean up) to intro his new girlfriend Elka. She was quiet and probably taken aback at our constant insulting of each other (feel the love) but she seems like a nice girl :D...

Blergh. Just study, study, see Amanda, study atm. Caught up with Rachel before our exam, but she's smart so she would've kicked my ass.

Uh... yeah. Tis about it. Contacted Rhee Taekwondo again, so trying them out again at a more local club instead of Indooroopilly. And hopefully they won't spend an hour explaining the side-kick technique in excessive detail like last time *snore*.

Oh! and new and fresh haircut. It's so short!! And I surprised Amanda. She saw me the morning before, and then in the evening after the cut:
"Hey," *double-take* "HOLY SHIT!!" x 20 over the next 5 minutes....

And I found an awesome hairdresser. $20 for style cut!! I am stoked. She's out in Morayfield but well worth it for her expertise. YAY!!

Too lazy to take a photo. Suffice it to say its awesome :D

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updates

Well after a week and a half studying, my first exam. at SIX O'CLOCK AT NIGHT??? whats the go? just makes me stress all the more *sigh* suppose I get to sleep in after a long night worrying.

I did it. It's over. and my worst one too. and I was vaguely happy. actually pretty happy considering I hate biochemistry. not even the biology can dull the horrible digusting chemistry involved. *shivers*...

Anyway. Another exam tuesday. And I work the weekend. Shit. This is going to be entertaining...

Everything in my world is going ok. Cried after the exam when i came home, and still kinda clingy and a little emotional, but can't wait til Thursday next week when I am free!! and then two parties on the following Saturdays!! Yeeha! *dances* and then I shall do whatever I like and whenever. So much to do!! :D :D And yet so little.

I crave time.


And freedom be mine.

Blurted at 23:27 | Chain and tie me | comments anyone?