Dark and sinister... quite cosy once you're used to it...

It's Friday already and I have no idea where this week has gone. Last friday was a gallery opening. Free wine and meeting Amanda's arty friends and really awesome artwork. Wow. Rest of the night unmentionable.

Saturday, worked and then went to a mate's birthday. Didn't stay long because my mum was away, and Dad was being overprotective. Went over Manda's place afterward.

Sunday - work, Monday picked Mum up from the airport, and got a wheel alignment after I was stupid and hit an island really hard, losing my hubcap in the process. New hubcap $116, and none at the wreckers. Dammit!! Tuesday had the photo shoot with Amanda (yowza!) and viewing the photos some time thurs of some week *shrugs* and then she spent the night. Wed worked, thurs went on shopping spree to DFO (shoes and cheap skirts!!) then worked late night shopping.
Today worked and then went to a retirement dinner for one of the workroom girls. Had a couple of bitch sessions with stupid customers. Will tell later...

hmmm tired and still emotional. ack. night night.

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To do on the holidays

Get a photo shoot. Hopefully the people will let Amanda and I pool our vouchers we won at the Ekka to get the photos for free!! I highly doubt it though....

Get my right ear pierced all the way up. And not get any disease or infection! Its a matter of finding a reputable piercing place.

Catch up on all the lectures I've missed or slept through.... Too many of them. I'm starting to leg behind majorly.

Sort out my phone plan. Because I'm still being ripped off by Telstra while I try to organise and decide. Grrr. Bastards...



Trying to do a prac book due Friday. Not at all motivated. Stupid frikking grrr.

Death is everywhere. I have no idea why, but in the past month or so: Steve Irwin, Peter Brock, the Togan King have all died. And thats only people in the spotlight. Robert's grandfather, Amanda's grandmother, Becky's mother have passed away as well. That kid Wawa has probably been eaten too.


Hmmm getting better. Still moody occasionally.


Aside:
Cute girly couple on the computers next to me *warm fuzzies*... But making me miss Amanda.

Another aside, less aside than the previous aside:
Damn my stupid inability to keep my eyes where they should be. Can't. Stop. Staring. Ack!!! It's worse than usual today for several reasons. One of which is that its a helluva lot more interesting than what I should be doing/looking at. And it summons up memories that are infinitely more entertaining....


Should do more work now...

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updates

aaanyways. I'm now staying at Amanda's for a few of days while her parents are away. Had to negotiate with her little sister to let me stay a third night. And last night's sleep over was why I didn't attend my 8am lecture this morning. Oooor my 9am one either. But I'm here and my prac that is due today is handed in!! Yay!!

Advanced study poster thing getting closer now... Ah, no more work in Haemophilus... ugh the stupid little bug it is.

At uni atm. Got a prac this arvo that should be easy. Here's hoping.

Amanda's quit her job. Just as Curtain Wonderland was offering a place at another store. I offered, but then she probably couldn't ridicule me anymore because she'd be working there too. Ha! Yes well. Apparently data entry or walking courier is a better offer. *shrug* Her loss.

Actually, work is awesome! I've heard that I'm being trained up for manager's role. I think they may have given that up though when I said I had only one year left at uni, ala... I will find a job to do with my degree. The manager was asking (not so subtly) whether I was doing another degree after this one. (undertone: please stay with us!) o.O Glad to know I'm valued anyway.

Uncle still staying with us. Family all good. Parents had a talk to me about public affection between me and Amanda (a couple of weeks ago now). I felt a little betrayed, and they know they have a double standard than if I was with a guy. But at least they don't openly protest and do try to get along with Amanda. And they don't bar us from seeing each other or staying over. It's just a little harder... But I've pushed the point that I want to tell family about my sexuality, despite my parents warnings. So yeah. Next time my Aunty Judy asks if I have a hunky spunk lined up, she might get a bit of a shock. Anne (my cousin) will probably ask as well.

My family friend is here from Darwin. I call him Unc, because I was only allowed to call elders Aunty/Uncle or Mr/Mrs. He's a real shit stirrer... but funny as. Kinda jubious whether or not to come out to him... I have a feeling he might give me a heap of crap over it. Maybe not this time. See how it goes.

Haven't been to dancing in a while. Skating either. Oops.

Erm... been moody and feeling very weird lately. No idea why. Feeling good today though. But for some reason my self-esteem went plummeting, along with my mood stability. Getting back to normal. The major jealousy was part of the emotional thing I think.

Bye!

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Five minutes til lecture.

Had an awesome night out drinking. Just me, Jess and Manda went out because a most piked on us. But remembrance of college days was good fun. Met Hamish and his friend Stef, who seemed fascinated in the fact that I am lesbian, (despite being straight) and was constantly distracted by Jess's low cut dress. Not quite sure how that works.... Anyway. Went to the RG, and then Mint (which was dead) and then remembered Stef told us about cheap drinks at the Beat. Dancing. Went back to Mint. Subway and MacDonald's chips and then taxi home.

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updates, uni

It's the junk... that makes the junkie!!

Going out Saturday to drink!! YAY!! Jeez haven't gotten drunk in ages. Fun galore!!! :D

Hmm in past days. Nothin but uni and work. No motivation atm.

Phone plan is prepaid now. Definately not getting locked in. Too many dangers... cos I know I will become entirely too blaze' and rack up a huge bill...

Friday went to Beckie's birthday. I didn't know the girl, but I do now apparently. *shrugs* Hehe pinyatas full of condoms and lollies. Have a guess which of the two got snapped up the quickest? And those not for practical use were blown up and passed around. Sarah taught me the art of a cup of cheezels. lol. I'm apparently good at it? *shrug* We worked out the Mel Gibson film of a tutor with half a burnt face who taught a boy on an island. I think it was Half of a Man? Can't remember now. Apparently it was frustrating to those who knew the film, so they trundled down video ezy to find out.

Towards the end of the night had a very interesting conversation about multiple orgasms. I may have boasted a little at Amanda's expense... (sorry babe, but you and I both know its true, and it was probably more than that) Anyway, by the end of the conversation, we had most of the girls wanting to convert! lol. Lesbianism for all!

John (aka Othax) had an interesting titbit on the subject, so him and I continued the conversation in the kitchen. (I was the only one allowed to find out his secret. Not sure why...) And another guy decided to join us, oblivious to the topic of conversation... reeeal dumbass. *sigh* why does every guy immediately think that lesbians need a replacement for their 'pride and joy'? Pffft. You wish.

To all misinformed males:
No, we do not use a strap-on. No, we don't need one. No, you can't watch. No, you can't join in. And most of all: we don't need any form of masculinity to feel pleasure thank you very much, Mr President.

Anyways. Hopefully skating Friday night and looking like an idiot everytime I spontaneously lose my balance. One minute I'm cruising, and the next I'm flailing my arms around because I accelerated too fast for my crappy balance to catch up.


Fare thee well all. And tell me of your day!

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