Dark and sinister... quite cosy once you're used to it...

At uni. Again. Should be doing pracs. Again. Not doing what I should. Again.


Last time I cried: 5 minutes ago. I was laughing so hard with Laura

Last time I threatened someone with a knife: Paul. Saturday night. Butter knife.

Last time I poked my tongue out at someone: Amanda. Tuesday.

Last time I literally wanted to kill someone: Yesterday in Biochem prac. I HATE PRACS THAT DON'T WORK!!

Last time I hit someone: Yesterday. Again in prac. My lab partner. Would have preferred the tutor.


Thinking of getting my right ear pierced all the way up. Don't know how many I want yet though. Also growing my hair so i can have a long braid, because I've always liked braids on other people... so I'm getting my own. Already have bad-ass fishnets and lace top stockings. So going to get a garter. For costuming purposes... I swear....


Plans ahead. Work sat & sun. Sunday drinking night at paul's. Monday labour day - doing practical write-ups... Friday next, hopefully seeing The Importance of Being Earnest (the entire cast played out by two men). Next saturday Paul's bday PARTY dinner thing. BIRTHDAY PARTY!!! :-P




....tiiiired




BIRTHDAY PARTY

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11 mins til lecture. Microbiology to boot. Don't wanna go. Sleep + chocolate would be preferable. Or Amanda. I don't think I could have both options. Never works.

Aaaanyway... crazy crazy tired SJ is going nuts. tee hee ... nuts...

La-di-dah. Nothing interesting to report apart from the fact that if my parents found out that I'm coming home at 10:30 - 11 PM majority of nights since they've been gone, they would kill me... Or worse, give me the "We're Very Disappointed in You" speech. Let's just hope...
And went to Pauly boy's last night. I hope we cheered you up, my friend. I know I enjoyed myself. :-D

Four minutes and counting.... I should be on my way. But its Monday. And first lesson back from holidays.... Which is all the more reason I should go, but, but, but......! And I did promise myself to take notes in prac and actually bring the lecture notes, and attend every class, and write up the pracs before they are due, and prepare for them before I get into the lab and go "... we're doing what?" :S.....

1 minute. I am off....

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Have I ever?

1. Taken a picture naked? well... does semi-naked count?
2. Painted your room? nossir
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? Amanda? Care to answer that one?
4. Drove a car? Uh, yeah.... kinda have one
5. Danced in front of your mirror? Lol too many times to be proud of....
6. Have a crush? Indeedy I do *blush*
7. Been dumped? Yahuh, just the once.
8. Stole money from friend? Definately not. I have morals.... well sort of....
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? Lalala... Can I answer yes and still maintain the "i have morals" speech?
10. Been in a fist fight? Not fists per se... marble bags are deadly weapons of mass head injuries

11. Snuck out of your house? Yes, and got caught goddammit!!!
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? Oh man, that sucked ass
13. Been arrested? Nope
14. Made out with a stranger? Awww man, this does not bode well for my high moral ground
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? Ah... yeah. I think everyone has at some point...
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? That's not that bad.
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? Have you seen my neighbours? Hell no...
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? Moral high ground wins!! :D
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? What's so weird about that? Its called a sleepover...
20. Seen someone die? No. But I've seen someone dead.

21. Been on a plane? Unless I swam to America, yes.
22. Kissed a picture? I'd have to say no actually. Never had a framed picture of a loved one.
23. Slept in until 3PM? Yep-yep. And a damn good sleep it was too
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? Yes indeed.
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? So peaceful...
26. Made a snow angel? I tried, but the snow was little ice blocks so it didn't work :(
27. Played dress up? Tee hee yup
28. Cheated while playing a game? Morals, morals, morals...
29. Been lonely? I'm an only child; What do you think?
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? Oops...

31. Been to a club? Clubbing is so awesome
32. Felt an earthquake? Several struck Darwin, but I didn't feel it.... so yes? no?
33. Touched a snake? Yay for Monty! Dan's got a pet one, and I held him the other day
34. Ran a red light? Morals just took a flying leap... off a cliff
35. Been suspended from school? Nope, I'm a good girl
36. Had detention? Once, and once only
37. Been in a car accident? Argh. Stop with the questions of evilness. Yes, alright?
38. Hated the way you look? Uhuh.
39. Witnessed a crime? Nope. That would be scary.
40. Pole danced? Do I have to answer? *coughcoughyescough*

41. Been lost? Yes. Shut up Manda.
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? Yep yep. Conferences :D
43. Felt like dying? I wish I could say no.
44. Cried yourself to sleep? Yes.
46. Sang karaoke? I think not. I'm a shitty singer. I enjoy it though.
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Too many times....
48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? Ewww no.
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? No :(
50. Kissed in the rain? *daydreams* mmmhmmm

51. Sing in the shower? Lol ya. Doesn't everyone?
52. Made love in a park? I'd rather not have twigs and sticks poking into me...
53. Had a dream that you married someone? No. I've never liked marriage.
54. Glued your hand to something? Rofl. Despite popular belief, I'm not that dumb....
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? What?! No.
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? Yeah, all the time... uh no.
57. Been a cheerleader? Fuck no.
58. Sat on a roof top? But I want to.
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? Ergh.
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? I'm brave. I can hack it.

61. Played chicken? *clucks*
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Does a dam count?
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? Yes, and he was gay. :P
64. Broken a bone? Nope. Safety-girl!
65. Been easily amused? Always
66. Laugh so hard you cry? I always do that! Its so annoying
67. Mooned/flashed someone? Good girl status established
68. Cheated on a test? Nope. *angelic*
69. Forgotten someone's name? Well only when they do not bear remembering
70. Slept naked? About that....

71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? No. But i plan to
73. Blacked out from drinking? Nup
74. Played a prank on someone? April Fool's grade 6 or 7. Hehe stupid prissy girls
75. Gone to a late night movie? No!! I missed every movie marathon :'(
76. Made love to anything not human? You've got to be kidding... o.O
77. Failed a class? I'm smart. S.M.R.T.
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? I've never put weird things in my mouth since I was five
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? I had piano lessons. In short I sucked.
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? I'm too loyal. And my conscience would kill me.

81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? Why should I? This isn't America.
82. Thrown strange objects? What constitutes strange?
83. Felt like killing someone? Hypothetically, yes. Actually wanting to get all bloody and gorey and crap..... yes :P
84. Thought about running away? Several times when I was 15. I nearly did.
85. Ran away? Established no.
86. Did drugs? I'd rather be aware of what I'm doing, thaaaank you.
87. Had detention and not attend it? No.
89. Made a parent cry? Both of them. At different times though.
90. Cried over someone? Too many.

91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? Que?
92. Dated someone more than once? Why break up if you want to get back together?
93. Have a dog? Teehee Tessa girl!!!
94. Own an instrument? Piano. Never used since.
95. Been in a band? Rofl if I could play anything...
96. Drank 25 sodas in a day? Ergh. No.
97. Broken a cd? Yes! for an graphic design project...
98. Shot a gun? Yup. A .22 at one of those shooting gallery places. I have the targets on my walls

Blurted at 14:24 | Chain and tie me | comments anyone?

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive.

I can't keep up,
and I can't back down,
I've been losing so much time...

(You and Me by Lifehouse)



I have so much to do ... argh :(   I have only just taken time to myself now because otherwise I'll go insane. And its not really my own time anyway, because I'm supposed to be at the lab now. As we speak... Or as I type...whatever.... I should working on gooey bacteria DNA and stuff. But I really need some time to breathe.

Since I last updated....

Wednesday 14th - went into lab to work. Stuffed up a PCR. Not fun.  A cold started to set in on the bus, and felt like shit on the way home. Headachey and blergh.

Thursday - astrologically my supposed bad day. Was not so. Yesterday was bad. No pracs (yay) and went to Japanese society meeting at uni. Watched Lost in Translation and ate pizza. Mmmm.

Friday - Good Friday. Went to see Rent: the Musical at schonell theatre (on campus). It was awesome. I cried three times and gave them a standing ovation. Fantastic.

Sat - Work. Went to Dan's birthday gathering and got drunk. Had a random conversation about the solar system with a guy sitting on the grass. And teased Leah. Hehe. Manda stayed the night.

Sun- Manda got in trouble for staying too long at my place. Don't know what happened to the rest of the day. Sleeeep.

Monday - Work! Public holiday rates. Yay!! Mum's birthday dinner. Got her a book and a towel set and an awesome card.

Tuesday - Lab. Dropped a tray of pipette tips, so had to re-stack them. Not fun. Liz cancelled movies and drinks, re-schedule to thurs dinner at West End.

Wednesday - Parents left to Las Vegas early morning. Work. Picked up Amanda on way home and had Chinese dinner. Yum :-D

Thursday - Had dinner at Southbank with Liz (change of plans... again), after spending the day helping gf with art project. Wrapping boxes. I'm confused too...

And today.... well nothing

*sigh* this is my boring life. Make yourself at home. Or run away screaming. Either one will do...

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