Dark and sinister... quite cosy once you're used to it...

I'm off to Singapore tomorrow. I'll send updates if I can reach a computer. If I can be bothered :P

Nah, I'll fill you all in when I get back. Its should be pretty good.

This sucks shit. I won't get to see Fleur ever again. Goddammit!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate saying goodbye, and this is probably the first time I've said goodbye for good. Finito. Argghh. I said goodbye to Ryan yesterday. Last night was the last dance class I can go to until it finishes on the 4th (after the Xmas party). But at least I'll be able to see Ryan, Justin, and Amy again. Shit sticks.Why now?? Why does she have to go before I get back? Why do i have to go when she's leaving???

I'm going to miss all you guys when I leave. Awwww. Ok don't cry. But I will miss yous all and I will think of you guys always.... well maybe not always but for a long time after I leave. And I do sincerely hope some of us keep in contact, even though most of us won't. But i will see you when i get back.... except Fleur.

I don't think I took enough photos at the formal. If I took a million photos it would still not be enough... Hopefully the professional photos will be good....I wanna get some good photos tonight... and heaps of them.

Anyway will see you tonight.

Blurted at 14:16 | Chain and tie me | comments (3) anyone?
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Who decided it would be funny to watch a bunch of student sit in a room for a few hours, tearing their hair out and trying to pour all of their knowledge from two years into a sheet of paper with a pen... hmmm not so good...

 

Why do I bother might you ask? well hopefully to get to uni where I can actually have a social life... you know... going out... night clubs.... parties.... actually having the time to have a relationship for fuck's sake.... ugh.... *sighs* Ok, I'm good now.... need to find an outlet....stupid fucking DAZ 3D....

Yes well... aiyaiaiaiai we all going bubyes...

I'm glad I'm going to Brisbane... nice kewl... get out of this crappy humidity and heat... and be able to wear jumpers and coats and boots that come up further than your ankle without sweating your ass off.... I want boots *sobs*.... I like boots but no shoe fits my humugeous foot... luckily for specialty shops for humugeous footed people. It kinda helps when it's hard enough finding dancing shoes... dancing shoes my size?

I'm the person who rarely even goes into a show store cos I know that once I'm in, I'm in for the long haul... or in some cases a short haul... I can't really pick my shoes... I just sort of have to go... right... the sandal section... eeny meeny miney.... that one looks like it might have big sizes. So I always have to ask... As soon as I utter the word size 12, the shop assistant either screws up their face like "OMG are you kidding me?" or look down at my feet to check if I'm having them on... or I happen to have elephantitis.... or an extra limb or two.... FAREEEK!!!!!

Ok, I have big feet, but its not like I'm out of proportion... it's just that a have big slabs of meat holding me down lest I start to float off into space....Anyway.....

So back to my story... the assistant goes out the back... and I know when they bring out anymore than two boxes, either 1. They don't have size twelves, but maybe we can shove her foot into an eleven instead and say that the leather stretches,  2. They don't have the style I want and they have brought out from the dusty recesses every size twelve that is in the store, or 3. A combination of both.

*sigh* hence my lack of shoe fashion and choice...I managed to avoid inheriting the Matthews ears and nose, but I end up with the feet instead... bloody hell...

So be it...

Blurted at 11:40 | Chain and tie me | comments (4) anyone?

ARRRRRRGGGGHHHHH. Head.............. slowly.................. splitting......................... in........... two...

My back, my neck, my head. Frikkin exams. I feel like I've been living inside a box for a week. My lower back is killing me, my neck feels disolocated and my head is throbbing. Thank god for neurofen....

I went to that Bands Next to The Bus Stop last night, with Justin and Jason... typically, none of the good bands were on before I left so that kinda sucked... But i had a good time checkin out the crowds (well not exactly crowds... it was kinda empty til about 9 - 930) and they started an hour after we got there.... so yeh....

But now have all hell to pay with my mum who has now decided I'm sleeping with one of them (Justin or Jason) .... I'm not sure which she is intent on yet, but apparently so.... And the fact that Justin is my ex, (therefore over him) and Jason I wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole doesn't seem to cross her mind at all...

But considering Justin is now going out with Renae.... my best friend.... (and about bloody time too, but with no thanks to me, bcos she wouldn't even talk to me about it, despite Justin telling me constantly that he so wanted to be with her.... etc... ) so now I'm piggy-in-the-middle of this r/s which is quite funny....because both of them are good friends and they tell me things about each other and then ask me what the other said about them.... lol ... I end up telling them to speak to each other... and of course, they don't...

Ah, glad to see everyone's happy bar me... lol....

 

Trying to study for english isn't working... partially because of my back...partially because I keep falling asleep because it is so fucking boring.....

Well, back to it I suppose...

Blurted at 14:52 | Chain and tie me | comments (6) anyone?