Dark and sinister... quite cosy once you're used to it...

I am sooo proud! I got a 7 and a 6 for my post-grad subjects! yay!!! I got a 5 for Jap, but I expected that.

YAYAYAYAYAY!!! and American trip soon.

Blurted at 20:10 | Chain and tie me | comments anyone?

Japanese exam is all done, and I've been busy with my holidays. Cleaned my room (finally) and organised stuff and things. Got the hotel booked for Melbourne, but yet to organise flights. *cries* I can't believe I missed out on the flight sales though dammit.

Anyway, I've had a bad day. I got a letter from the Department of Child Safety... I'd applied to have identifying details of my birth parents. So I got parents around to open the letter together:

Dear Ms Matthews,

I am writing to acknowledge receipt of your application for identifying, non indentifying and medical information which was recieved on 12 May 2008 and to advise you that your application... *holds breath* will be processed in due course.

Blergh. So I still have another 2 months to wait for the letter. Goddammit. I'm nervous about it.

And I got stood up at a lunch today. Things aren't going my way in that department atm. This girl has balls though. I sent her a msg on the train on the way to the city, and she replied she had just woken up, despite saying we would meet in the city at 12 (no 12-ish, no about 12.) and re-organised to meet at Chermside at 3pm (because I didnt want to hang around the city until 3). So I did a bit of shopping around the city to placate myself (yay retail therapy!), and she msgs asking if I had a car, and if she could get my to pick her up from the station, drop her stuff at her mates and then go to chermside. Fuck that. I told her to forget it and headed home.


So, bugger this 'making an effort' shit. Whatever happens, I'm checking before I go out of my way.

My lesson is harsh, considering I've only been a little impatient.

Results come out 2nd July. You'll hear from me then, if not before.

I hope Sunday is better than this. Argh.

Blurted at 16:15 | Chain and tie me | comments anyone?
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Friday is my Jap exam! Yay for nearly being over... but I so haven't done enough study.... Oops

Well this week has been good. I have a lot of answers to things that have been bothering me. I'm a little wary that things have been going too well. But I'm glad things have started to sort themselves out. Not to perfection, but hey, that's life.

My big essay is due next Monday, can't wait for it all to be done, and I can relax. Then I'll be finished my degree! yay!

American trip is coming up! and after that I'll be heading to melbourne with Manda to see Wicked: the Musical. Should be fun!

AND THEN Vanuatu! I'm looking forward to it. I just hope it doesn't get complicated. I'd like to relax and read a book, and just be...

sayonara!

Owari

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Well it's truly over now. Ena has fallen out of love with me, and I can't blame her for that. I wish it didn't hurt so much, yet I knew it all along, somewhere in the back of mind.

Back to Japanese study...

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Song: (Gunning Down Romance- Savage Garden)


Well it finally hit me last night. This sucks!! But I snapped because of the many many assignments that I promised myself I would work hard on and presentations that I would practice a few times before doing. And yet, I sat at the computer and stared blankly at the screen for the past few days, subconscious chugging through other things in the back of my mind. I have no motivation to study a Kanji test I have in oh, 20 mins. I have barely looked at the kanji I'm supposed to know, and despite promising that I would do better than my last test (11.5/20), I profoundly don't care. I couldn't give 2 flying fucks about uni at the moment. I'm licking my wounds dammit.


So basically, yesterday I did a presentation which concluded with 2 pages of criticisms from the lecturer, an annotated bibliography which I basically made up, and the lecturer being who she is, would probably have read the articles I'm talking about, and will call my bluff/bullshit 'summary' of the content. Then next class, I had volunteered to do a part of the presenting of our videos that we made for a project. Because I was rushing around doing my slides and bibliography at the last minute for the class beforehand, I had prepared NOTHING.

THIS SUCKS!

Blurted at 09:44 | Chain and tie me | comments anyone?
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